In The HELL..!!
Nobody iz home to care,
The pain I feel, with whom to share?
There are a few people whom I just cannot bear,
Coz they broke my trust,& to do it again I dont dare.
U know, it hurts like hell,
Want to stand against them,& be a rebel..
Sometimes being bad feels so good,
Of what i talk, I think u have understood…
hey srishti…quite simple and a good one….good goin buddy….check this out…..
life is a mystery
we keep searching for it,
and by the time u realise,
it will be too late,
but the game is that ,
u will never understand that this is the game,
and if u free urself and understand
know that u are dead,
Love in life is sweet,
but when love becomes life,
know theres nothing bitter,
cause you are a human.
and peopl who think they are not shaken,
better tell them that they are fooling themselves
cuz its the poison which can rip u apart
and make u solid outside
but only ull know how the sting pains,
when u disguise urself,
ull know u are a perfect fool,
coz we are just humans
thank u… u too write nicely i guess, nxt time u come in, do leave a link of ur blog if u hv one…..
u too write nicely i guess???? no wonder keep guessing…haha
btw srishti i dont hav my blog as such..yet to create one..hope to do it sometime soon wen i find time from work…..
dont mind will use ur blog for the time being…..
This one’z for U….From ur lines “Just A Dream”
If I cud give my gal the world or anything she wanted
I’d give her my own heart and soul and leave my own heart haunted
I’d take upon myself her life with all its strife n pain
And let her ease into some space where she cud live again
The pain for me wud not be pain atleast not for a while
For I’d be doing it for her and I wud see her smile
I wish that I cud take her heart and cleanse it with my tears
And make her sorrow go away n answer all her fears
I wish, I wish, but then I can’t as I watch helplessly
And take her in my arms n say I wish that it were me
But lovin is a hard, hard way with all the pain it brings
And yet there is no other way to touch the heart of things
ohh… really nice one, sorry, u do write well…
thank u, but did u just write it here?
is it really nice..even if u dint mean it, i felt good with ur remark…infact expected WOW..words just oozing out of me u know..haha
just started from whr u left n jotdown anything dat crossed my “MIND”…watchout, its in quotes…mind n me…contradicting…hehe
cunt do justice to it i guess…was just tryin to emulate U (simple n sweet) but in vain…
hope to improve on it…
here goes yet another
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howzzat..sry this is watz goin thru my mind rite now…manager after me…..jesus help me
chalo hope to comeup with some decent one tmrow morning if possible…watchout for this space….hehe
hav a pleasant evening….enjoy madi
In the silence of my heart my mind still cries for answers.
The pain comes callin once again n tears wash thru my soul. The need to understand still so strong.
The love once felt so close at hand.
hmmm…shall complete it soon…..am stuckup
In the silence of my heart my mind still cries for answers.
The pain comes callin once again n tears wash thru my soul.
The need to understand still so strong.
The love once felt so close at hand.
Temptation to reach out to u.
Almost I fall into it’s reach.
Almost to touch ur hand.
Almost to hear ur voice.
Almost to share u spirit.
Almost to love u once more.
So close to my heart the memories linger n in the stillness of my being still beckon to me.
good goin…but,hey.. where did u get the link to my blog?
hmm…its thru orkut….not able to access in office….luckily was able to login dat day….as i rarely do orkuttin, do add me wen u happen to login to orkut next time round(if u feel like)….anyways its ur call
Tell me abt urself……
n one more thing..hope my informal n more causal way of writing to u doesn’t bother u in any way as such…..if so , do lemme know, will try to be formal….but i guess its tough for me
u had asked me to tell abt myself….here it goes….
Am not a saint, but just a mere human.
I do not stand as “The One”
Am merely a drop in the vast ocean.
I cover my soul with the clothes of various colors.
Shelter the soul from the world with many protective layers.
But wen time calls I shed these clothes.
The protective layers vanish.
To reveal the naked soul beneath.
True in its existence without any disguise.
Pure n Genuine.
The one without an end.
Am the naked soul.
The naked truth currently behind the veil
hello srishti…alias shruthi…..coming up wid some lines abt my work…watchout for this space
Life of a techi!!!!
Am I to be happy?
I dwell so deep within myself
dat I have never seen the light of the day.
The past never happened
the future will never come
n the present isnt real
Depression is a part of everyday life.
The birds chirp for someone else
The day warms the lives of everyone but me.
Happiness lies near
but my mind wont let my heart reach for it
n happiness never knew.
I live in a prison
solitary confinement
Fear is my guard
Nothing stops happiness from reaching me
only me from it
Am sure that if I can ever grasp it
dat the barrier will be forever shattered
How do I break thru invisible bars
What is it like to touch something I’ve never had
Am confined to myself
Just me n my sadness
adding a few more lines…teh climax…hehe
As I lay here fading
my thots r invaded by memories of my past
I feel the pressures of shame n rejection building
As I lay here on the floor
I know if I attempt to rise
I will only be pushed down again
I have no strength to get up
It is not worth it anymore
Just leave me here to die.
I introspect when am alone, love the solitude i get, love the moment when am able to analyse the serenity of silence, this silence is not deafening, on the contrary, it is soothing. I get the momentary peace of mind and enjoy it. I wonder if this is what the sun feels after it sets? The hiatus of 12 hrs, does that give Him the nirvana that i experience and we yearn? I wonder if this is what the lonely and uninhabited forests feel? Are they in a constant blissful state, or am i fooling myself? Does nirvana exist? Or is it just a word framed by “us” to take a break from our routines and an excuse to just be ourselves, in our own presense?
When i utter the word “Om”, does it really have a therapeutic effect on me, or is it my belief in god which obscures all the skepticisms of my mind? When i m in a temple, dont i get the same feeling of being in Abraham’s bosom that i have when i am alone in my couch? Then whats so special about going to a temple? Does an idol change the way i think? or is it just there for me to have faith in atleast something, when i am apprehensive about trusting any1. But, what if i have faith in myself. Does it obviate the need to have faith in God? Does there exist a treasure somewhere over the rainbow? I have faith in myself. I am strong. But it has to be perennial, otherwise, its no faith. Hindrances try to shatter that faith, and i move on, dilapidated, broken down..My faith rejuvenates me, gives me strength to face one more battle.
I have faced many obstacles in life, and i consider myself lucky. I dont want to ride on a plane road. I’d rather ride on a bumpy road, so that i treasure my abbreviated run on the plane. Also, it gives me the feelin of pride. It strengthens my faith in myself. I was afraid, afraid of fear, didnt want to face it, but had to. And now, i aint afraid of anything…The life is too short, you might just never be able to face your fears if you let it overwhelm you. Stand straight, shout!! kick the life in the butt, and move on. In other words,
HAVE FAITH!!!
Do lemme know how it is