Was’nt that heart that u tore apart?
Did’nt U know about the game before u did Start?
Or the move U made, of the game was it a part?
U could have told me before U chose to depart…
Sorry!! This is no video game to press the button Restart..
And no, am not goin to sulk coz I feel itz hightime my life needs a Kickstart!!
Nobody iz home to care,
The pain I feel, with whom to share?
There are a few people whom I just cannot bear,
Coz they broke my trust,& to do it again I dont dare.
U know, it hurts like hell,
Want to stand against them,& be a rebel..
Sometimes being bad feels so good,
Of what i talk, I think u have understood…
Sometimes u dont know the reason y u love them!! U dont know wot makes u so attached to that person sooo much, that it hurts (yes really hard) when they get dettached from us!! She was not my blood, but made her place in my heart. She was no relation to me, yet connected with me in all the ways. She was one person who came in my life when I much needed a friend to share my sorrows n joys. She is one of the very few people who has seen me cry like those lost puppies (coz I wont exhibit my emotions so easily to any1). I shared my secrets, dreams, desiers, sorrows, and pain with her. And there was a day when I felt all other things which was holding my life have somehow become weak, thought of holding on to this string of my beloved best friend as I thought it was one of the strongest bonds. I looked around to hold it, alas!! I could’nt find it!!
Then the truth striked like a thunder!! OhW God!! She faked it all!! She never told me the truth about her , she made up stories for sympathy, she caught me in her web of sympathetic stories. I realized my place was’nt in her heart, it was on her cap like a feather. She wore it whenever she needed to look good.. Utilization!! She utilized me!! Never felt so worst in my life!! I couldnt recgnise my friend who was so close to me was faking it.. Or should I b ashamed that she didnt think I was worth sharing her life with?? Wot is it? I still dont understand….. When time came for me to confront her, she avoided me. I gave up on her…..!!
The relation I thought was warm like a morning sun in the spring, turned out to b cold like those darkest chilling winter nights..!!
And now, itseems she has ruined her life. I feel like forgetting the past and speak to her, help her out and give some meaning to the relation of friendship v had.
But am scared, once betrayed and utilized and trashed(my heart), I dont dare to connect with her again, Coz she can hurt me like hell!!
I thought she was out of my life!! But, c she got a space in my blog.. 
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People who make way to ur heart will not leave without leaving their imprints….
Dont know to cherish those times with her or erase(not possible)!!!!
Life is not as beautiful as u bliv,
Yes it is so hard to bliv ….
Dreaming is the only part of relief..
Again its so hard to bliv that,
He was not the man i really wanted to b with & live,
Knowing the truth was such a relief..
But, it was sooo hard to bliv…
Yet LOVE is the only hope to live…….
I just asked you the route to follow the ray,
But you came with me all the way….
I know you wont use hearts to play,
Because I belive you are here to stay..
I just wanted a shoulder to rest while crying,
But you gave me your heart to live-in…
I think we came too close to light,its burning,
Its hot,I opened my eyes,it was the sunlight of the morning,
Oh my gosh I was just dreaming!!
When its time, Sun goes down,
When its time ,Sky gets dark,
When time goes by earth becomes barren,
When time goes by trees get bald,leaves get dry…
When its time Love birds fly apart,
When its time of ‘Love’…
‘Love’ also has its ‘The End’.
When there are so many ways to End everything..
Sure,there are so many ways to Start everything..
Sure the Sun goes down,If not how would u see the beauty of moon?
Sure the sky gets dark,If not how would you know the value of light (or sun) which comes in the morn?
Yes the earth becomes barren with a reason,If not how would u know the value of 1st rain of the season?
Yes the trees get bald & leaves get dry,If not how would you see the beauty os spring season?
And the Love birds fly apart,If not how would it know the pain of Isolation,If not how would it know the happiness of re-association,with the joy of life’s celebration?
Like everything in the creation has an end to start new,Love also has its end to start new..
As God’s creation itself wont stay stay the same,which changes with years and season..
You sould know the truth that your Love also changes through years and season.
But like nature look for new reasons to love your love every season.
